My Reflection Looking Back At Me

My Reflection Looking Back At Me

 

Like My Selfie Mode Poem

I see a reflection staring back at me.

one that I recognize ......

I see a reflection of a woman who no longer lives scared......

One reflection I never knew before....

I see a reflection with a glow.....

One I saw a few times before....

I see a reflection staring back at me that my eyes seem to have a sparkle to them...

Once I saw a reflection like that, but it wasn't mine it was just the diamond that only did it as I gazed at it when the question was spoken....

I see a reflection that I do recognize...It just shines so much brighter than I could ever realize.

The reflection I see is of my Inner Soul, that was always reflected from my eyes with a slight glow....

Once I decided the reflection in the mirror no longer look like me covered, and bruises seen and unseen.................................

I asked the Holy Spirit to remove my reflection from ever being seen again. 

Once I had asked. My veil was lifted, and I could truly see that the reflection had only reflected what I couldn't really see.........

That the reflection could be change... As quickly as you blink your eyes, if you just ask the Lord for protection from the reflection that was behind you all this time.....

Once you see a glimpse of who you were once before and the reflection of who you will be again 

is a reflection I don't mind seeing because the reflection has always been me... Some batter and bruised........ 

Once I only saw my reflection staring back at me no longer scared to see the man that stood behind me wondering even why I would ever leave.............. 

Once is enough of reflection of that kind.

I see a reflection with No man standing behind me as I brush my long hair these days but, a Man off to the side, Who let's me shine in my own reflection with no need to hover over my mine.....and that it is safe to be in a corner again.......

Once I realize that I had a Man of God in my life it came to be.... That My reflection was not only me but of Jesus who also resides in me.................................................................. 

I gaze into Jesus eyes as he lives in not only jut in me but in the Man, he brought too me........That had a reflection just like me.......

Bigg Faith Sharing Her Own Poem.....No One Should Ever Be Abused but If you are look deeper into your reflection and see you are not alone...The Lord Jesus resides in everyone but not everyone wipes their mirrors off to truly see that not one but two reflections are in one if you only had the eyes to see and the ears to hear then you will know you're not alone.....He will wash away all the smudge off your mirror so at last you can see your reflection as you been dreaming it to be..........

Domestic Violence Is Not Sexest

Does Not Matter How You See Your Reflection As Long as You Truly See It with Your Veil Off

Happy Father's Day To My Foster Dad Earl and Thank You and For All To Enjoy A Moment In The Woods A Eye Seeing Gift

A Moment In The Woods

Some Dad's go by many Names and hopefully they are good names for some, because we all know not all dads are equal but there is a love shared between a daughter and a father and even if it is not by blood by a friendship or just being accepted by someone who is a father figure. Now I know there are even some moms out there that have to play the dad part as well, It's not easy, I have been there and done that for years. The Protector, The Leader of the home as it is in scripture, Even if it feels some days, us females can take over a household but truth be told A father should lead him home as it is in scripture and as it is also in scripture We should honor thy Father and Mother and that includes your father if he ever made a mistake, Like my Natural father has to me but, that is neither of importance today but just speaking from the Heart as Bigg Faith does.
I want to say Thank you to my Foster Dad Early Wyatt who is a father to many, some his blood and some he took in over the years with his Wife, Mom Jamie and he was there helping her with us girls, like really a house full of girls and just one brother ...Oh the Aqua Net hairspray had to be strong at times lol. 

Getting back to My foster Dad as most kids do blood or not can tend to get mouthy and I remember one time I did and just as I fear him not because he is mean but because well frankly, I deserved a good yelling at because I was a mixed-up teen growing up in different homes until I met the Wyatt's. Earl showed us he cared by reprimanding us when we were wrong, and he is strong when the boys came around and trust me they did but to them he looked like Hauk Hogan so you know those boys would be scared lol. Oh, the good old days, and you know we all have those moments your dad scratches his head and said what was you thinking as for example One day I was holding a ladder and it fell completely backwards when I was supposed to taking it or giving it to him, to far back but I do recall it wrapping around me and the mailbox the same time.. lol Like Archy Bunker would say if you know who that is "Those where the days" in fact I sing like Mrs. Bunker if you watch any of my Bigg Faith Videos lol or the time We build the porch or I almost passed out from working on the roof and mom gave me food ( don't starve yourself ever)  BUT HEY  when it comes down to giving the one who scolds us when we are wrong and cares for us and teaches us and provides for us, So everyone has this in their life besides our Earthly Fathers of any kind to Our Father in heaven Abba is his name like Daddy in case you didn't know and he is all our fathers because we are all God's children unless you reject him and all you have to is say the Lord's prayer to let him know you know he has always been there. So please take the time today especially in Today's time to even whisper to God Abba just say it once come one Abba outload so he can hear you say his name. That is the sweetest gift of all to Abba. And since he is everyone's daddy well we are all connected maybe not by blood we are and therefore lets stop the hate in this world. One small voice...One mustard seed..... Happy Father's Day Abba, Earl, Robert and my kid's father's (John & Sean) because I am a Christian woman I must even if it is 2 baby daddies just keeping it real life has issues! Learn to forgive and love one another. 

Here are 3 songs One for Foster Dad's One for Step Dad's and more, and of course One for Abba. Enjoy and dads its ok if you cry.

For all dad's that didn't have to be......You made your Abba pleased...and for me for my husband.

One more thing going back to Honoring our Father's ..Now that you know or just forgot.... We all do. Take this time to honor him in the Lord's prayer.....

The Meaning Of The Candy Cane

Secret Note: Candy Canes Can Be Used in Place of The Cross 

For Those Countries That Can't Share Jesus For Some Don't Understand This Meaning of The Candy Cane. 

Oh, Candy Cane Oh Candy Cane How I hold you near......

Some might think it is just a piece of peppermint candy....

Oh, but it's more than just sweetness to me...

I hold my candy cane with my secret thoughts I must share....

A candy cane is anything but just sweetness to me....

Oh, my candy cane I hold in my hand holds such meaning to me...

The Hook is not just a hook neither it is to Captain Hook.......

The hook is the letter J for my King Jesus....So, when no one is looking I flip it over to remind me of him....

Oh, Candy Canes how I love the taste so sweet just like the love of Jesus who loves us all.......

So Tender and Sweet ........

As I enjoy the taste, I look at the stripes......

Reminding me of the stripes he received on the day he died for us all....

There is not enough Stripes to even compare to his he received that day....

The Color Red resembles Christmas but, to me it reminds me of his blood shed on that day....

Oh, Candy Canes are so bitter sweet.....

I see the white between the stripes that remind me my sin is washed away......

There are not enough stripes for my sins either....

Oh, Candy Canes Oh Candy Canes.........A way to share Jesus This Holiday Season......

Some can share on gifts as decorations for a package and some will share a candy cane a small gift to enjoy a reminder how he loves you so...

Jesus said ask and it should be received he is a giving King....So, I asked our Lord Jesus whoever reads this to hear their prayer and be with the ones who cannot share ........

So, share like a Shepard if You're holding the Shepard's Staff!

-Bigg Faith aka Heavenologist

For Those Who Can Not Share Know I am Praying for You........ 

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Update 9/7/22 Since My great awakening and now being able to see the unseen realms which God has given me to share with others and with messages that can be proven by the Bible.

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The difference between the image of the Pathway above and the one with vibrant red and white colors that does not even appear of the colors we use on Earth is because, it is showing Heaven and Hell though my medium gifts given by the father!

If you look at the red area you will see Satan and in the cloud of white, you will see a face and that is the face of the Lord and blending in with the hair coming from the flames. 

Makes sense since the Bible states there was 2 in the flames, and one was trying to save you, but the truth of the matter is that on the day of the cross everyone was forgiving including the fallen angel and there are worst crimes happening to one another in today's times than ever before. 

Some might argue this but since I have real images from Heaven & Hell and with-in those images are messages for me to read and to share with others what I have heard in prayer.

See Proof! Scripture coming to past!

The Big Question
If God is for you then who can be against you! Which in this statement as you see Jesus VS |Satan is it really or is it what is written in the Bible God knew everything we would set out in life to do or not do but with this gave us free will! So, when we are tempted are you sure it is not like a test as a teacher gives to see if you follow the Bible which each letter of the word Bible comes out to:

B Basic
         I Instructions
   B Before 
    L Leaving 
E Earth

What Team Do You Want to Be On?

The Devil is part of history he is a fallen angel and If you don't know this Jesus is real and it is like two sport teams in the Superbowl right now and the playoffs are going on where the only best is being picked to play the game but truth be told there is a spiritual game going on between Heaven and Hell and Jesus is the Recruiter of Heaven and Lucifer is the Recruiter of Hell for the playoffs and the final outcome will be who will win enough souls at the Super-Portal of hell or Heaven each have an Entrance Gates with many in the stands, waiting and some definitively are screaming but not to cheer you on but on Heavens side you will hear The Marching Band Playing and with Angel Voices singing Glory to God in the Highest and peace to the people on earth. We all need some peace these days. What team will you be drafted for and what is your contract worth!

As a Sin offering God the Father gave up his son for all our Sins and Jesus died for all of us but key phase is sin offering and only God knows all the Spirit of God all 3 separate but all 3 always together like the 3 musketeers and Mother Mary! 

Remember to Seek and Shall Find like a game of hide a-go Seek one must be more childlike.

 You don't have to be perfect to know and love Jesus and you know he is with you hearing you or waiting for you. Just speak to him " Hi Jesus it's me and I don't know what to say but this is what is laying on heart or mind and can you please show me you're with me in some way or open my eyes and give me wisdom, In your name, Amen) 

Let The Drafts Begin for Heaven's Team so we save so many Satan the fallen angel won't have to babysit anymore that he won but did not really want to win for all God's Particles forgiven the day of the Cross and if you're a light worker then how are we any different for he reflects light yet is made of the same matter as of each of us Ions and just like we are all made up of the Holy Spirit we all have free will to pick the right team and please if you think you sign your name in blood to Satan , Please stop that stinking thinking and know until your last breath you can turn to Jesus and if you're from another religion it is not about that either but know there are other God's out there but Jesus earn it so give to Jesus your prayers and honor your own faith for Jesus died for your God as well for all have walked the earth and lived of the flesh and with this great awakening you might just wake up to be a God of your Culture and we are all in this together some are waking up from good to bad and vice versa for families are being torn apart so this football season get together more often and show one another true love for the game while keeping your love ones close and safe just as the Father looks at us in the spiritual realm you can see your castle is safe as well.  Lawlessness in the last days that truly won't be last days if you believe in prayer world without end, yet the non-chosen ones will be left or not taken that part is up to the father at this point and all points are the beginning and, in the beginning, you were chosen for you were created to begin with so please know Playoffs are near. I am trying to get us to our homefield with a big feast afterwards. 

Stop Life's Technical Foul

As a Parent I feel it is important to spread the word and to always keep your eyes out for things that just don't add up! Not just kids are being taken but adults as well. 

Important News

On The World News They Discuss This CNN Super Bowl & Sex Trafficking The Truth!

Just like you cannot see human trafficking for now you can't see Jesus but both are real and Jesus will be returning sooner than later.....

TAX ACT FREE TO FILE EASY TO DO!

Do you pray for protection over your home and your house and family and your friends? That is the best gift you can give them in Today's times, and it is 100% Free to give over and over for them, especially if they cross your mind

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Is Heaven Real?

Heaven's Realms

Let me take you on a Journey through the clouds and open your eyes to what has been there all along. 

 

How To Hear From God

How you ever wanted to hear God and/or You think you do but to scare or doubtful to believe you did? Well I can relate and I have my experience of hearing him and it is our job to share our experiences so others will know how to hear from him and if you do sometimes it can seem insane in what he will ask you to do. I do know by doing what he ask of you , you will always get the answer from him and maybe learn as well by helping others in this world is his number reason he speaks to us so we can bring many to him so they to can understand and why it is so important to. 

Dedicated to Sam a young mother and to her family for they are grieving her lost. Oh though the world did not know her , Her words I will share and Maybe together we can bring others closer to Christ. Here is the message God gave me to give to her and as you listen to it know he loves each and everyone of us the same. No one is perfect but you must have love for him as well because God is Love and Love is God.  He is father to all, as a father teaches you right from wrong for your safety on earth so does God your father in heaven to teach you right from wrong the big wide path to the narrow path ...Which is the one you should take because in the end it will lead to bigger pastures. if you know the song sing along, don't worry about not sounding good, as you can tell I can not but I worship him with all I have and do not worry of others. Lets celebrate a life even if you do not know her but lets share this message so others may here of him. 

You must pray with belief 

Full Circle Of Life But... Who is in The Center of Circle?

Ever felt The Circle of Life happen in your life?

Sometimes you might meet someone and for different reasons than you do when you meet up with them again. God's Work and Power is Amazing and he knows exactly what you need at that time and   how to build relationships with others because we need one another in this world. Sure we can go to the store some of us with no one go apply for work or anything really but when we pull together as a team helping each other out well you have joined together more Knowledge More Strength and the more people who joined together the more power of God is right there. Think about this for a second Jesus has it in his words in the bible that he lives in YOU and in ME and Each of us. Well The more Souls that joined together is more Jesus is there and that means more of Gods Power! 

For example a Job may have one Boss and Manager and The Staff under them. No matter what job, Well Manager has more knowledge in running the business but everyone from the ground up has knowledge in all areas of life that they bring to a company and the Manager might only feel smart in running a business but the workers know things that could be incorporated in the bigger picture of things for the company by being created and listening to everyone with OPEN ears and no resentment if it is not what you wanted to hear. Together we truly are stronger but just like Jesus spent 40 days in the dessert well don't we all need that alone time? Respects each others space so they can spend it with the lord and if your not in Today's times you should be. Maybe this blog will help you learn more about a Man that once walked on Earth and Really did get killed for Sin and all of ours including mine and boy I have messed up but I feel his love more and more each day. So please my friend reading this know Jesus is right there waiting and May your Blessings fall upon you soon so you can feel his love but remember to say thank you each time rather if they are big or tiny you must give him praise and during storms you still might face know and remember even after a storm their is beauty in nature even after a volcano erupts or fires destroys everything renews into beauty so can your storm it is when you think you can't it is almost over. Be strong and Share Jesus. No matter what awaits for you this world is only temporary so invest in your everlasting life. By just speaking out Jesus I want to follow you and have you in my life and accept you as my Lord and Savior that is it. Your going to mess up but don't let the enemy (The Devil) convince ever from staying away from Jesus because you are always a part of him. know this.

With Love

-Bigg Faith & Jesus

MARK OF THE BEAST, WARS AND RUMOR OF WARS, ARE WE IN THE LAST DAYS?

NEWS AND THE BOOK OF REVELATIONS

If we all just took the time to be educated in this subject we would know things are going on that was written many years ago in the Bible.  From the Mark of the Beast to being tempted in these last days. You must not be fooled by Satan and Rumor of wars and wars and Disasters all around the world. When do you learn about Jesus at the last minute? or do you have the desire growing in you to learn more about him? Check out Bigg Faith Channel on YouTube and Subscribe to Learn more about him. He is waiting for the time may be soon and it is our call to call others to him to feel his love he has for you. Right when the storm was the strongest at times in my life he came through..I want this for you no matter what you are facing today. We must rely on Jesus ..No Religion or Even President or your worst enemy He can help you in those times. If you are in one of these countries...Know I am praying for you and many others. Do not kill and Do not Hate. Do not and if you loose the battle know absent from the body Present with the Lord. 

WOULD YOU TAKE THE MARK? 

BETTER START RESEARCHING NOW BEFORE YOU MUST

WHAT IS YOUR SOUL WORTH? 

THINGS OF THIS LIFE OR WHAT IS TO COME AFTER LIFE? 

Grass isn't always Greener in Other Countries nor is God and Guns Correct

I am researching to write up a blog but as I dig deeper into the Dark Web I realize that there is such people who feel God and Guns are alright to join together. Now those that watch my YouTube Channel Bigg Faith  and know first hand I have no hate in my heart and I am a Christian but I also have my right as for now to share how I feel about this such thing as Gods and Guns. 

Terrible Image on the Web Just Terrible

Let me take it a step further and remind those that believe in this that No I disagree with it. I know in the Bible it states to turn the other cheek at times, and that God does not hate no one. In fact he loves us and I can stand up and say this with full power of his behind me. I am over how our Country is disrespecting each other. Killing each other. A place where so many want to come visit and I say Please don't because it is not safe and I have viewers from all around the world. 

I am an American but my family came from Italy and Poland and Ireland and I can go on because we are all mixed in some way. I at times wish my relatives would have stayed put because the grass is always greener in another country.

Now as I share a few Photos to help my readers understand some are raw and real but couldn't have said it better myself and the fact is if each of us show someone we don't care for or maybe just don't understand 

I like this one because of the fact it is real the ground is Fertilized with Poop and Good Loyal People , People who stick with you and love you when you fall short. That is what we are to be about Not all this hate. I am a Christian but I am fall short from being perfect as we all do. I hear of the hate gangs against us but also against others. I don't hate my Enemies Why? because they hate me. They don't know me. If someone hated Christians why not know who I am first? I know friends who have other God's but I do not hate on them. We all put our pants on the same way , We all have Family issues at times, We all have problems why add to them .....Why...Are people just bored these days, No hobby to make them happy and get their minds off such hate. 

What about you my Reader or someone you know, are they being hated on today in the world for a belief, their looks, their ???? The world has eaten so much fast food and have the things of this world that distracts you from the lord. Some countries have less than us Americans and they are not fighting like we are and killing each other , now some are and that is a shame. 

Look at such disrespect to two Religions 

Things like this cause such hate

If you hate Christians or Muslims or Blacks or Whites or Gays or Straights 

YOU ARE WRONG

We are not hate but Unite 

Learn and Grown 

From 

One Another

I asked not to be Judge by those that Hate Christians and Not to assume all of us are the same but in fact each person is different and have different gifts. Yes God placed a Gift in each of us. Learn from the Bible.

Learn One Another Individually First. My channel will share a Day in The Life of a Christine so those that Hate us will understand the ones that are true to Christ. Subscribe for new Videos that will be uploaded. Join me on Instagram to see a Day in the Life of a Christine. I will be an open book so we can be more Transparent with each other. We all need to learn more about our Neighbors , Back in the day There was hate but there was also people learning about one another and that is how some it ended but we have gotten lazy learning from each other. 

OTHERS WANT TO GIVE CREDIT TO PEOPLE IN POWER THAT IT IS THEIR FAULT NO ONE WANTS TO LOOK IN THEIR OWN REFLECTION IN THEIR OWN LIFE TO SEE IF YOU CAN GET ALONG AND MAKE THIS BETTER BY SHARING AND AS I ASK YOU TO LEARN ABOUT JESUS WHOEVER IS READING THIS IF YOU DON' T KNOW HIM OR YOU DO BUT HE SITS AND WAITS OFTEN FOR YOU TO JUST SPEAK TO HIM , DOES NOT MATTER IF YOU ARE ANY RACE, OR ANY BAD THING YOU HAVE DONE AGAINST YOUR BROTHER OR SISTER AND I MEAN WE ARE ALL BROTHER AND SISTERS IN CHRIST. WE ALL HAVE SPOKEN OR DID WORST AGAINST SOMEONE BUT YOU CAN CHANGE , YOU CAN LEAVE, YOU CAN DO ALL THINGS IF YOU GET TO KNOW HIM, HE HAS BEEN THERE FOR ME AND I HAVE DONE OTHERS WRONG IN MY LIFE AND I HAVE BEEN TAUGHT THAT LESSON IN AN EARLY AGE WITH SUCH THINGS DONE AGAINST ME  SO I SHARE WITH YOU SO YOU MAY KNOW HE WANTS YOU AND IS WAITING. 

AS FAR AS GUNS GO WE ARE NOT TO KILL AND IF YOU DO AND DID HE STILL IS WAITING UNTIL YOUR LAST BREATH AND IF YOU ARE THINKING OF DOING SO BECAUSE YOU ARE IN A GANG AND CAME ACROSS THIS....NEXT TIME YOUR FINGER IS ON THE TRIGGER LOOK THAT PERSON IN THE EYES AND AT LEAST ASK THEM 3 QUESTIONS 

YOUR NAME

DO YOU HATE ME AND WHY (2 PART QUESTION COUNTS AS ONE)

WOULD YOU DO THIS TO ME IF YOU COULD 

INSTEAD OF HIDING AND NOT KNOWING WHAT YOUR DOING.....THEY ARE MOMS, DADS, UNCLES, SO ON...THEY COULD HAVE BEEN LIKE ME AND PRAYING FOR ALL THOSE THAT HATE THAT YOUR HEART WOULD TURN AWAY FROM IT AND JUST ASK WHY DO YOU HATE IS IT TRULY YOUR THOUGHTS...OR DID THE DEVIL SNEAK UP ON YOU AND BROUGHT SOMEONE IN YOUR PATH TO TEACH YOU TO HATE. HOW WHERE YOU RAISED? TO HATE OTHERS THAT ARE NOT LIKE YOU? I JUST DON'T UNDERSTAND ALL I CAN SAY IS THE EARTH IS THE DEVILS PLAYGROUND BUT JESUS IS RETURNING AND HE SURE COULD USE YOU ON HIS SIDE IF YOUR THAT STRONG USE IT FOR GREATER THINGS YOU CAN CHANGE YOUR HEART.